71revisited:

“How do you sleep?

When I’m lucky, medicated, but that’s rare. I don’t sleep much as it is; I was born with clinical insomnia. I’ve dealt with it my whole life: missed school because of it, messed up a couple of relationships because of it. It causes a lot of things to go wrong. It’s only truly ever been cured twice and that’s through love.”

-DRA

With the current time being 4:32am (and this not being unusual) I can relate.

Four hours of bliss, it was.

And I have four more Tuesday!

lovely.

Where I’ll be recording tomorrow.

Have you ever had a feeling that something BAD is going to happen? I had that feeling very strongly a few months ago. I had a feeling things were going to change, shift, or end somehow. I felt generally unsettled as if I were just waiting for something to happen. That’s not like me. It was difficult to explain, so naturally, I wrote a song about it. One night amidst vodka and conversation I played the song for a couple of friends. A month later one of them was dead and that feeling was gone. Her death seemed to be an answer to that feeling. What if I knew somehow? What if somewhere inside I knew she was going to die, I wrote a song about it, played it for her, and then she died having heard a song from ME about her own death? eeek. Creepy thought.

is it ALWAYS my Batman t-shirt that goes missing?????

baah.

I don’t know how old the current strings are. I’ve only had this guitar for a week (I traded the Takamine in for a Martin!) Is it too late to change them?

Just to be clear I’m not slamming the girl…but I knew she reminded me of someone!!

Aquarius - Artistic inspiration could come from deep within at some point today, perhaps even from a dream or vision. You’re likely to have a lot of energy to pour into creativity right now, dear Aquarius, and if you work hard and don’t lose sight of the business side of the arts, you could find yourself moving forward. Don’t be surprised if you should suddenly meet just the right person to give you just the right advice!

davidkendall:

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Nicely played.

That’s exciting.

I start Thursday. It’ll be great to post some real music.

And every time he calls me I get a lump in my throat and my stomach churns. I even get a bit shaky. I wish I didn’t; he has a girlfriend and is a cad from the word go.

I thought I’d marry him at one point, but it didn’t work. Now we’re just friends due to my own impulsiveness.

baaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

He just called to tell me he and said girlfriend are going to England to see Babyshambles. He called to tell me because he knew I’d be as excited as he is. Whaa? Bastard.

Damn it all to hell.

…but somewhere in the back of my mind I know that if I had him I’d be miserable.

(at least I keep telling myself that..while I sit here alone eating bbq potato chips for dinner. Oh my.)

kittenskittenskittens:

thedarksideoftherainbow:

-m

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